I just found out that everything seems wrong recently. Almost everything i did is full of waste. Dont know why, even when i realised it, the next thing is i did it again..
I must say maybe i am not understand about priceless time yet. Again. I have to raise up from where i am now. I will keep it running for what it has been stopped.
Jealousy of me for someone who did almost everything better than me slapped my cheek...
I am jealous, my dear big brother
So much jealous